Corduroy (Alternate Take) Lyrics

The waiting drove me mad
You're finally here and I'm a mess
I take your entrance back
Can't let you roam inside my head
I don't want to take what you can give
I would rather starve than eat your bread
I would rather run but I can't walk
Then again whose felt this way before

All of the sermon text
Adds up to what might not be best
A-Push me and I will resist
This behavior's not unique
I don't want to hear from those who know
They can buy, but can't put on my hose
I would lie awake for them to walk
Never haven't known of me before
I don't want to be held in your debt
I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed
I'm already cut up and half spread
Left inside a hole like I began
Left inside a hole
Everything has chains
Absolutely nothing's changed
"This ain't bad, the same picture, spilled my tincture"
I don't want to take what you can give
I would rather starve than eat your breast
All the things that others want from me
Can't buy what I want because it's free
Can't buy what I want because it's free
Can't be what you want because I'm
Ain't supposed to be just one
Oh, to live and die, let it be done
I figure I'll be damned
All alone like I began