brutal (Live From Glastonbury (A BBC Recording)) Lyrics

I'm so insecure I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you

And I'm so tired that I might

Quit my job, start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
'Cause who am I if not exploited?
I'm so sick of seventeen
With my fucking teenage dream
If someone tells me one more time
"Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry
And I won't stick up for myself

Anxious and nothing can help
I wish I'd done this before
I wish, yeah

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (oh, oh, oh)
They say these are the golden years
I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here

I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends
Lately I'm a nervous wreck
'Cause I love people I don't like
I hate every song I write
I'm not cool, I'm not smart
I can't even pass my bar

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (oh, oh, oh)
They say these are the golden years
I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here

Got a broken ego, broken heart
Cut her down, she's in nowhere
To start