Selfish (feat. Josh X) Lyrics

I gave you more than I give myself
So loyal to you that I betray myself
Well, I guess I'ma wither away
You a snake and you chose to slither today

I gave my all my love and my trust but
I guess my all just wasn't enough
Yeah, there's something 'bout you I can't help it
But I'ma do for myself I'm being selfish

Babe, your melody is the voice I need
Makes me skip a beat, yeah
And baby you know it, yeah
But it's hard to show it
See the one I love used to be in clubs
Used to fuck with thugs, yeah

And I can't expose it, yeah
'Cause she already know it, yeah
But why don't you ask me
Why is it so hard to fall in love?
Why don't you ask me
Why can I never, ever, ever try?
Why don't you ask me
Why everything is going this way?
Why don't you ask me? (I guess you never know)
I guess we never know

They say the one that you truly love hurts you the most
Now the one that I truly love hurt me the most
Now the one that you truly love is hurting you the most
I guess I'll never know
Why I got so cold
It's not your fault

Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's I'm so cold, girl)
Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's not your fault girl)
Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's I'm so cold, girl)
Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's not your fault girl)

Withering away as I gaze at the sky
Looking at his face and all the pain he caused me
I ask why?
Didn't I love?
Didn't I give you more than I ever gave myself?
What do you wish? 'Cause that part of me no longer exist
This time I'm first, I'm picking me
I finally learned to be selfish